I wrote this a little while back but it still pertains ..
Driving down a road aimlessly with such desire to find the right route.
I try to look at all options but all I see is you.
You hurt me, you love me, you push me away.
You want me, you don’t want me, you ask me to stay.
I can’t continue this, this painful, unending game.
It hurts so bad, I just want resolution but I can’t see beyond the pain.
I love you, I hate you, I love you even more.
It kills me to even think of shutting you out, closing the door.
Is there a chance?