Today has been quite a reality check!
I had a friend at work challenge me about my relationship with Nigel & he helped put a lot in perspective. Unfortunately, we only had a 10 minute conversation but he's very insightful & a wonderful, caring person. We're doing lunch tomorrow to talk about it more. Basically, I'm letting myself let Nigel hold me back in more ways than I care to acknowledge. I've none it for some time but, I've been putting any & all decisions regarding it on the back burner. Not quite the "ignore it & it will go away" frame of mind but similar .. more the making a decision by not making a decision frame of mind. I know what I have to do ... I just don't want to ... I have to let him go - for good.Anyway, more on this tomorrow probably ...
posted by Openfields @ 9:48 PM
