Ah, up & down & side to side.
The constant struggle inside my mind.
I feel fine on the outside layer. Look deeper, seek the truth.
Look inside, behind the front – it’s just a roose.
Why fool myself?
Why play the game?
Can I go on without the shame?
I hate it.
I detest it.
I fight it.
I argue with it.
I give in. I accept it (for now).
Reliance on others to help me get by ….
The constant struggle inside my mind.
January 16, 2006
JED
posted by Openfields @ 10:21 AM
