New medication whoas
suck I tell you! I am on topamax for BP-II & I am drowsy as all heck this morning. It's a slow starter & today I am on round two of increasing to 50mg's 2 x's a day. Not to mention that I'm manic right now so I can't sleep right nights so I'm exhausted already.I thought I was more myself & that the med was helping me until I had an episode this morning. I hate feeling like this. I hope this medication works. I have to remember that I have to tough it out & stick with it or I will never know if it will truly work.
I see so many people with such easy lives that they just breeze through. Why must mine be such a test? Why do I always have to prove myself? Why does God want me to work so much harder than everyone else?
posted by Openfields @ 12:09 PM
