Ok, please don't hurt me ...
I apologize everyone. I like all of you get worried when people don't post for a while & don't state that they're not going to be so I have NO EXCUSE.I guess, I thought that if I didn't post it was like I didn't have to face myself ... I don't know.
Things have been crazy lately. I have been hanging out with a new group of friends (including my friend A from work) & met a really cool guy who is also incredibly young - god I'm not that bright when it comes to any good looking male species. I swear my sex drive is that of a guy - no matter where I am on the bi-polar scale. Anyway, we hooked up a couple of times but, the age difference is more than I'd like to mention .. (not illegal or anything - don't worry - just a lot - besides - I'm not completely crazy - LOL). Anywhoooo, now we're getting to know each other a better, I don't know that it's really going to go anywhere but, we have mutual friends so we're always in each other's company.
The past few weeks have consisted of partying, partying & more partying. Going to bed in the am for a few hours & then to the office hungover sucked. I finally got a grip on myself & remembered that I'm not supposed to drink so the past few nights I only had a few & enjoyed myself while everyone else got hammered, last night I had a Corona (only because it was hot & it was that or water & an ice cold Corona sounded good) & went to bed early. The cool thing is that even though everyone else gets loaded - they aren't at all the type to pressure friends that don't want to. In fact one in the group has been sober for 3 years so he obviously doesn't drink at all.
Nigel & I remain awesome friends. Although, he just got screwed over by this girl he was seeing. He called me very upset needing to talk to someone. He found out that after telling him how amazing he was & that she wanted to stop just dating & make it more of a commitment that she'd been sleeping with 2 of his close friends! He was heartbroken. He has since confronted her & is trying to move on. I am so upset that someone would do that to him. I love him to death & I hate seeing him hurt. One of the friends that slept with her is also the one that told him - so he's upset with that friend but, willing to forgive him because he was honest. The other one - when Nigel confronted him - he just said "yea" & nothing more - what a dickwad huh? Argh!
Well, I'm going to go lay out in the sun for an hour or so. I got layed off from work & I need to look for a new job but I have no gas so I'll be back on-line later to do some applying via the internet & I can't make it to tanning so the back yard is calling ...
posted by Openfields @ 11:23 AM
